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Date: November 14th, 2005
Time: 11:50m
Blog Entry : Tomorrow
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even though that
i've been planning things with freinds for weeks, i haven't thought bout it all day, and now its dawned on me-tomorrow is
my 19th birthday. I'm getting older but nothing really has changed. I feel that things are changing -me? well thats another
thing. i'm so lost, but not confused. This coming january i'm leaving and will be gone. i know my friends will always be stuck
with me, and family. Relationship? don't know, i just want to have fun as much as possible with that person. whatever happens,
i'll have a best friend out of it, i mean, i already have. I'll miss everything/one, but they'll be new exciting things for
me. Though, there are always things, that one thing, i would like to stay the same always. That would be a good birthday present.
i know that if that one thing won't, i'll miss it alot, or should i say him. It's very hard sometimes, and before i couldn't
even imagine it. Now, well now i know how to deal with it, if that time comes or happens. It isn't easy but i'll be able to
go on without being depressed or sad every night. Tomorrow is my 19th birthday, and nothing really has changed- i wish for
it that it won't.
Date: September 28th, 2005
Time: 11:52pm
Blog Entry : Where Do i Go From Here
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Things are going
ok and alright i guess. However, this entire time, past three months, that Hedges and I have been dealing with stuff, J.B
has been their for me. He's such a cute and sweet heart. I'm so confused and stuck on both. I can't go back to how i use to
be, or can i?????
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